Gosh I am tired! I just wish I could sleep! I know from my last sober attempts that it takes me a while to start sleeping better. That for the first week I have very interrupted sleep and waking up exhausted. I tried to nap this morning but my mind seemed to be going a million miles an hour and it was impossible. Having the little guy home didn't help either because without the remnants of alcohol on board I felt guilty not being up for him. I have wasted so much time drinking and being too hungover the next day to not do anything constructive. My poor son. He has missed out on so much :(
So I've been awake since 7am and have yet to do anything other than browse facebook and sober blogs. I have managed to get a couple of loads of washing done so at least that's something. But I just don't have the energy for much else. I'm hoping that once I start sleeping better I will be able to get more done around the house and start doing some exercise. I need to start feeling useful. I only work part-time and am starting to feel guilty now that little guy is in grade 3 and I didn't have my much yearned for second baby to keep me busy.
Anyway, my thoughts are all over the place today. I want to start blogging more because I think that would help but I just can't concentrate today. So, I'm off to finish the washing and at least try and get something useful done!